I got bored just now so I'm just rummunging around the house looking at collections.

Computer Status

I own 3 computers. One Dell desktop, two laptops that are a Toshiba and a Sony. The dell is pretty good because it has a nice keyboard touch...hehe. The Toshiba is slow because ever since it died from the flood that my city got into...it took me awhile to take it apart and fix it again to like make it function. But without the battery thingy, it'll die and POOF. The Sony one which I have now is new and WHITE DX (yes I am racist ;D) but the thing is the only thing it sucks is internet connection so I guess whenever I'm on some fast messenger thingy, it shuts off and then I would have to disconnect and reconnect the network again...sighs. I can type up to 180 GRAM ...was it per minute or per ghege? I don't remember xD But I just know that whenever I did timed writings in my compute class, they would check out the speed I type and it reaches up to that speed. Sometimes I would just type up to 130 if I was really lazy .. =o but yeah 180 GRAM is the highest I have ever gotten unless I'm on those dull computers that omg I would rip their keys out because it sucks! DX ....Um well I did that with one of my other laptops =D;; I had a little accident with my Toshiba laptop and ripped the keys off. But I had that for like 4 years...and so when the keys get stuck I'd just rip it out..and ever since then I was forced to master the keyboard like that so I don't really know what I'm doing when I type I just write it out and then the words appear on the screen as I type and send to people..=O

Book Status

I have never read more than 16 books in life. Yes, amazing huh? I don't count those baby pictures books either, I'm talking about real novels like the Harry Potter series and stuff. If I were to be put in a advanced reading class and we were reading the books like To Kill a Mockingbird or the Lord of the Flies...I would just toss the book behind my shoulder. I can't focus when it comes to novels..which is the strangest thing because when I roleplay it's very different..o.o But the way I learn my vocabulary is actually by reading the dictionary in boredom or by social talk. Yes, amazing huh? Manga books, you see. I have a total of 302 manga books. But I currently display 85 because the rest are all pervertive, hentai, gay or lesbian manga books and well it's awkard if I let a friend see those books.

Shoes

I've collected over 23 pairs of shoes now. It only grown like 5 shoes over a year..-_-

Writing Materials

Oh ho ho? Have I told anyone I steal pencils and pens and crayons? I don't steal from Wal Mart or any of their shops I mean just literally steal from the teachers' desks or when someone lends their pencil to me. I would never return because I usually have a strange love for pencils. o.o; Don't ask I'm weird like that.

Art

Well, I don't collect art nessesscarly. I actually draw but I don't display them into public. So...if anyone were to look in my room, you'd see empty walls. Of course I would always rip out the pictures from my sketch drawings or the pads and pin them onto the walls but...nah...I'm just lazy when it comes to art work.

Video Games

Well ladies and gentlemen. I don't own a gamecube, I don't own a xbox, I don't own a DS. But what I do own is the old fashion game boy advances and SP games...I have a ps1 I have a ps2 and I have a nintendo 64..yeah those pwn peoples' butts XD But with 50 + ps1 games I grew bored out of them so I stuck with ps2 games..and I only own all of the Final Fantasy games except the the 3rd final fantasy since that is like..for the damn DS -_- I have all of the pokemon games except the DS ones...and umm I have the mario, the link, the kirby, the pokemon N64 games...o.o and well sometimes my cousins would let me play their games like from china or japan and so i would be playing the fatal frame series the silent hill games or some other horror sets. okay so im blabbering basically :P im just stating i have a lot of video games but just dont have the lastest things like the DS.

Clothes

Uh...no. Not a lot. .__. I mean sure I wear both girl and guy clothings but I kind of don't know what I would wear. I have the tuxedo suit the dress the goth, the punk, the scene, the DISCO clothings...but that's about it. I don't own anything fancy.

TV's

God. There used to be like 15 television sets back in the year 2007 now it's just 5 tvs. :[ One in my room one in my uncle john's room, 2 upstairs and one in the big living room.

Taekwondo belts

All the way from white belt to second degree black belt =O

Toys

Yeah I won't talk about the barbies but ahem..all the plushies the Disney toys and all that are shoved in my uncle room and some of them like Kevin's bear doll that he gave me for Valentine's day is in my room. .___.

Hats

It's amazing how I keep 30 different hats in my house but I could only find 2 hats -.-

Wine

It's kept away from me but I drink it all the time when uncle John was alive. There's like 40 different kinds of alcohol but yeah. o.o

What is your favorite thing about the beach?
sitting on the sand && get some sun!! XD

How often is your smile fake?
what? i hate fake smiles they make me want to beat myself up o.o

Is there anything/​​​anyone you're losing faith in?
hm...there's this girl named Lisa. she's a great writer
but she keeps pushing herself going all
IM GOING TO HAVARD!! YESH!

When was the last time you completely broke down?
About 3 days ago when I lost my mom for 3 days like she's fine now tho
&& i lost my ipod my phone and FOOD O=<

Looking forward to anything?
well...no one is here in the summer
my trips to california is cancelled so im alone :[


Are you lying to yourself about something?
hm no not really

Which do you like better: lilies or roses?
NEITHER I LOVE SUNFLOWERS O=
but i like lilies more

Is it hard for you to be happy?
not really, if someone doesnt keep me unoccupied i smile happily =D

Did you ever want to leave it all and just run?
Well that was when I hit puberty ;D

Is there a specific moment you can replay in your mind perfectly?
Well...no. That's why I usually blog about it and whenever I'm bored I would always check in spare time and read it.

If you were to have a son right now, what would you name him?
o.o Hmm...Aaron? 

And if you had a girl?
Ashelia :O

Would you rather play sports or watch them?
PLAY THEM 8D 

What do you think of country music?
well it reminds me of uncle john :O

Do you think there are different kinds of pain?
Well the kind of pains I'm thinking are

+ physically
+mentally
+spiritually
+ emotionally

Ever skip class?
not really. i attend 98.9% of the time in class.

When do you want to die?
geez. i think if i died right now i would miss eating :O

Could you use some sleep right now?
yeah but when that happens i take off 10+ hours of my life span

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
pleaseee dont remind me DX

What’s on your bedroom floor?
SHIT! jk there's um baskets, there's video games, there's manga..and my dog

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
NINA O_O

Do you miss anyone?
mhm

Are you excited for anything happening in the next week?
nah

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
all the time :O im FAMOUS!

Ever been lied to by someone you thought would never lie to you?
yeah it broke my heart and i turned godzilla B|

Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
sadly i do

What was the last thing to make you laugh?
hm. i dont remember.

Do you wear toe socks?
wtF? XD


Who was your last call from?
carolina


What annoys you most in a person?
gay wannabes.

Have you changed this year?
not really. my hair has though! XD

Anyone in the room with you?
no. im alone.

Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
sort of.

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
no wtf

Have you eaten popcorn in the last 48 hours?
no


Who is your last text from?
effff textinggg 

Have you kissed the last person who texted you?
nah

Will tomorrow be a good day?
idk time can always change 

Do you have or want any tattoo's?
depends

Would you consider permanent make-up?
EFFFFF MAKE UP D=< naturals are HOT


What do you think is the perfect age to start having children?
30-38

How many children would you like to have?
idkk

Do you already have names picked out of your future children?
havent i answered this question before?!? XD

Do you believe in forever?
no

Crack your knuckles?
ooo that hurts o.o

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
bawhh no

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
hehe no but i can always try


Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
kind of crreeeepppyy but yeahhh

Have you ever slept in the same bed with your boyfriend?
o.o no unless.you're talking about a friend who's a boy?

Where was your default picture taken?
my default picture on here is where i took from photobucket xB

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, any problems?
HELLZ YEAH D;

Are you currently reading a book?
hm my novel? well i guess you can say im tyring to read :|


Would you ever take someone back after they cheated on you?
second chances can occur

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
mhm

What happened at 10:00 AM?
I HAD TO GO PEEE!! DX

Has the last person you text messaged ever been mad at you before?
yes

How much money did you spend today?

NOTHING FUUU

Have you ever just completely ignored someone?
wow um not really cuz that can turn back at me o.o

Have you ever seen a dead person?
Yes. I don't want to talk about it.

Do you love anybody?
well lets just say i have my pedophile moments XD;;

Do you drink a lot of water?
no but i should!! D=

I only have 3 classes. But they're 9 hours long total. Except with the breaks..

Woke up pretty early. Couldn't really sleep for 4 hours. When the alarm was set up, I glance to my left and slammed my hand on top of it before groaning and turning my head back, staring at the ceiling of my room. Mother was beside me still snoring and my dog was still sleeping. Laying there I closed my eyes for 9 minutes before both of them suddenly got up and jumped out of the bed and prepared for me to go to summer school. Waking up, changed into jean shorts & a orange t-shirt and white dragon designed tennis shoes, I went to take a seat on a stool and ate the prepared ramen noodles and stalled some time before heading out. The sun was out already and it was 6: 48AM.

Arriving at the North main campus, I stepped out of the car, slammed it and waved to my mother and she drove off around the curve and exited. Turning back I sighed and stared at the large clock tower. 7: 14AM. Then I hear an old black man saying, "GET YOUR SCHEDULE AND MAKE WAY TO THE NORTH CAFETERIA. COME NOW CHILDREN." Blinking, I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed once more before stepping forward and head down to the South Cafeteria house and claimed my schedule. The lines were very long, long enough to where I nearly died on waiting. It was like a flee market except worse or like them black Friday days. I saw a bunch of my friends there though and they accompanied me til I claimed my schedule. Once getting it, I stared at it for about 3 seconds before turning on my heel and looked at Juan, "Well, the first day of hell is here!" I said in sarcasm. Walking around in circles, me and Juan were lost so I was like, "Okay..this is getting pointless." And as we asked many teachers, they had no clue where the classes that I had were located at. I was like, okay so then. WHAT THE HELL? But then Juan ditched me to get into his class..so I was on my own and decided to take the upstairs...but getting on the second floor didn't get me anywhere..so I took the third floor and finally someone helped me, a junior and showed me on the second floor where my classes were at =D

First two classes were 6 hours long in COMPUTER CLASSES...like keyboarding and typing. Easy and tiring and boring like fuck. Good thing was I had my friends in there. The teacher was a nice white teacher. She was really energetic and scared me half of the times due to her optimistic attitude. But yeah...and I was the fastest typer in the class...yet she kept handing me all of the work once I finished. Lunch came and I ate at the North cafeteria and ate with my friends or the new people I made today: Carolina, Maria, Thomas, James, and Erika. You see...1st period had many people. Looking at the enrollment paper a total of 1059 students attended at my school's summer school. o___o;; But 2nd period came it was cut in half...and then the last period...god..it was like a ghost town...I think there was like what? 100 students? Cause I didn't see that many come out when dismissal came by.

Okay so my third period went fast. I took algebra and understood most of the things that my new teacher gave me. She was a nice black teacher and she ..smiled to much. But yeah. I only had one friend in there and it was my guitar friend Anthony Miller. Me and him were in boredom while others in the class were finishing their  work. The class was ghetto..but they didn't do anything to us. That..was the good thing. And I couldn't believe there was 19 students in there...that's like...1/3 smaller than a regular class I had in the 9th grade campus. And there were 3 juniors taking..ALGEBRA?! What the hell? Man they must have been stupid or something. But I best not bad mouth them...but it was embarrassing. =_=+

Dismissal. Grabbing my backpack I ran out and was like screaming in the hallways, "WOOOHOOO." XD Leaving with Carolina I saw my ride already and went home with mother there. She had Spot in the car, my dog and tried to hump me while I pushed him away. It was Tuesday and since it's a Tuesday, went to stop by at Popeyes to get a 89 cents special for 2-3 pieces for dinner tonight. Though we ordered 3 boxes and whatever. Then stopped by Walgreens so I can like..TOTALLY stock on mocha coffee drinks so in the morning I can get drunk and get hyper so that way I don't doze or sleep in class like in the computer classes today &__Major mind fucks did I mention? And finally arriving home I slammed myself onto the bed and laid there facedown like...exhausted. And mind fucked. I will ..never take summer school again. I rather take night school than that. -_- Plus night school has better food...yum.

Classes were fun today. I didn't know one of my friends Lauren would be there. Otherwise it'd be hella boring without no one you know in a single class...make that 3 long ass classes. Day went through smooth. I picked up the wrong tray lunch line and ate the nasty tray lunch cheeseburger T_T WHY !! They should have night school food!! [Since they receive like seafood and better things rather than middle school food].

7 breaks in a day. Wooh. I completed the computer work for my computer classes instantly. . . and blah.

Algebra class was pretty easy. o_o; And I had a hard time with it the other 3 tries. Hehe I guess 4th round is kick ass. But must not get to cocky. It was dealing with y = mx + b stuff and some of that graphing inequalities stuff. Anthony kept me occupied during the whole class and my Algebra teacher ...I really like her. Though she's rushing but she teaches to where I understand instantly...or maybe it's because I've been through it so many times I got it now. -_-;

When the day ended, walked out alone until I see Anthony wave to get on his bus and Carolina was only walking with me periodically. But before we all cut off, I saw the sunset...it was beautiful. Somehow, just like yesterday, it seemed like a pleasant afternoon to spend at a hard long days like that. It puts a smile on my face that's for sure.

Same waking up routine except I ate Captain Crunch cereal today instead of ramen noodles like a asian. Sitting outside the main gates, I then picked a empty sitting table and laid my backpack there, my head on my arms and closed my eyes and fell asleep til some black guy randomly poked my ribs. The guy I met was new. I did  not know him and out of the blue he poked me. o_o

He said I was interesting. I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE DUDE and he says that to me? But as he got to sit down and then discuss about things, we became fast friends. I'm usually scared of black people. No offense XD Unless they're nice and kind like Martin...yeah they're an reasonable.. Later in the days like during the breaks he would even demonstrate some break dancing moves to me. In my response I either go: "Oooo, ahh, OMG? woah...WTF? Haha. Radical! Uhuh...so how did you learn that again? Or maybe even you know, I never knew fat people like you can do things like that. o.o" Well I didn't say fat person out loud but merely said it like, "That's amazing you can do that." and with a smile he even taught me breaking dancing moves like one hand stand and spin around with your legs in the air. His name was Bobby... .__. Just like my Clarinet's name.

In computer class I demonstrated my computer typing skills and the students were either jealous, surprised, or wtf on my typing speed. It was for a contest for 'Who can type the fastest and accurately'.  I was placed in team 2 with four different people. There was 2 black girls but they were nice and they helped out...the spelling and grammar as I typed.  Yeah only one person gets to type it out...and then there was Matt whom read out the words to me as I typed although sometimes I had the habit to not look and type at the same time. Matt was the 4th person in computer class I didn't know but became friends with. You see...when I first met him while walking in, he was just a regular latino boy wearing his geeky glasses, and then later, as break came, he stopped in the hallway and took them off. He got a cleaning cloth to wipe his glasses and held them up for a second and I saw his SEXY face.  GAWD I'm sorry I was...horny LOLOLOLOL. So then you have where I glomped him [it's like a flying hug attack] and knocked him towards the hallway floor chirping the words, "GOD WHY ARE YOU SO HOT!" Of course, after this he was traumatized for ...about an hour of the class before we became friends LOL. Our team got 3rd place...but we won the fastest typing thingy. .__. ;; The rest of the class the most accurate were like team 1 and team 6. They had hispanics and asians...but they weren't as fast as I are. But who cares, speed isn't everything haha.

Lunch break. Sexual and filled with laughter. Simple as that. Algebra class. Made 4 friends. Daniel, Fran, Joseph, Lucy. Anthony and I are paired up for Team duo quiz testing. To be honest, I understand Algebra after the 3rd round. o_o So I scored 100's and 90's now..instead of 50's and 40's...incredible. But must not get to cocky. End of school. Waited for Carolina to walk me to the front gates, said bye bye to Anthony, before leaving Bobby came by and break danced again and then we danced the soldier boy and then the Jerk and then some other crazy things XD

Nothing interesting in this day so I'll write about a special someone on xanga a little box.

The young boy died on June 10th, 2009. Around 10: 45PM at my time zone. I never wrote a entry thanking how much he has talked to me as he could. I may not know him as much as others have, but I am glad I managed to talk to him before he had moved on and...wait okay that totally didn't make any sense. So I am glad I talked to him, but sad that I didn't pass on my last messages to him.....He's in no more pain now. That's what matters. He's in a better world, and perhaps, we'll meet again. There was a dream.

A strange dream.

I recalled that there was me, him, and many xangans before any of this stuff of death and drama happened. It was back in the 2006. I never knew Quintin til this year though, so I don't know how I'm able to even include him and Hunter, his wife, into the dream so far back then. Anyway, we were all at the beach, and enjoying  our time there and just idle or relax our lives. But ...now looking at the reality, I see that...it's the opposite. Students are stressed with their lives, those who knew him as family members are depressed. Really, it's terrible.

I know my best friends on xanga aren't to happy about it. But neither are they handling it with to much stress, they are upset, just...not to long. Like, I shed my tears one evening, and then cried myself to sleep. But then the dream came, and I smiled. Somehow, I don't believe in such things as God's or something...but I really do believe in next lives or something like that. So maybe, just maybe, there is a time to where I can pretty much...enjoy with everyone and get to know them better?  Anyway...it's sad and I am glad Hunter is doing fine. Though there is one thing that I never told Quintin, but now that he is gone, I dared not to tell anyone. Except my real life friends. Maybe Molly, she'll understand. And no it is not about cutting or stealing pencils from students. That is a big no no.

So today I had to have mother drive me to the ninth grade center so we can pay the dumb shit textbook debt. It was horrible. I mean, I know that I left the textbook in there..but they were suppose to clean it out the textbooks and turn them in! They even said that! THEM LIERS! So frustrated and angry they said they couldn't find it and so they were like, "Sorry, pay it up." and I was like, ugh! So basically mother had to pay $56...but I gave back her $56 by using the sex therapist paycheck money to her...-_- And...my paycheck was $80..and you know how much -$56 is ! SUCKS!

I made more friends with African americans. xD I will tell you a little secret, I'm actually scared of black people. That's no lie. If they're ghetto I stay distant...but if they're a nice ghetto...it'll change some what like Mr. Perkins and Ms. Holman which is currently my Algebra teacher. But yeah, I was alone when 7th break happened and I just sat down on the edge of a little brick ramp and doodled in my green sketch book. The sun was making me feel weak. But I needed some vitamin D in my skin. I saw a shadow peeking over my back and then I got lifted by tall senior guys and they carried me in their arms O_O and then I realize it was Bobby, the same nice black dude who showed me breakdancing. Him and his friends were welcoming me to be their little spectator. Sweat dropping, I was all nervous cause it was a group of black guys and black gals but they were very nice. Not the proper speaking kinds like Bobby...but they were still nice. So they were doing a little breakdancing show for me and others gathered around and twirled and stuff. Bobby showed his moves and did some kind of 480 move o__O And I thought it was odd because he was a tall fat dude. But yeah, it was entertaining. Soon, I began to know more of the black people and felt relieved they were like the ghetto people who would be all, "AY LOOK AT THAT CHINK, HAHA OH EM GEE, LOOK SHE'S A NERD!" ...well actually they don't say that, that's like next door in the twin school where they have x207247572753 the amount of ghetto students. o.o AHEM so with all that racism and stuff I've ranted, basically Bobby and his group of friends welcomed me and showed me some more break dancing moves. XD I know how to do hand stands now! And it's radical! There was one dude who ...did some kind of flip but almost split his...pewee area. o_o; The good thing was, he was only 2 inches about from SPLIT onto the brick ... ....okay it looks like this ------ xD that's all I can visualize online. So his legs were like

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Almost. :P

Earlier around lunch time, me and Carolina asked permission to play the grand piano. I wanted to show off some songs like Room of Angels or Green Bird and so I did. But then the teachers then asked to play during lunch...and so we did, we did a duet. And then she  played solo and then vice versa with me. She played Kiss the Rain and some other Beethoven song. And then some people asked some requests like Lady Gaga or Lil Wayne music...so ear listening, I just played out their ipod tunes and made the whole cafeteria listen to me and Carolina's playing. xD

BCIS [Computer class] was simple. Well, for me it was. We did timed writings on the computers. I typed 77 GRAM in 3 minutes up to 230 words. To me I thought it was fast...but not to how I usually type for my speed.  But yeah, it was to look at a essay and type it on the computer. So that's probably what slowed me down.

Then we did letters on the computer assignments. Like how to write formal letters. I wrote something about magical watermelons and people went wtf. Well it was for creative writing for the computer grade and so when I did write it out, I got a 93 on the grade ;D

Finishing all of the computer assignments and writing back to a girl named Mimi Otonashi as my 'Paper pal' for that magical watermelon letter exchange thing, the day went by very slow and strangely I thought I was having miserable moments. Carolina ditched me to go to a Quincera with Maria and Lily.. .__. Meanwhile Lauren went home after 2nd period was over. Darn bitches lol. So basically for Algebra class I was alone.

Boredom struck me from 2nd period down to the last period, 3rd. D:<

More breakdancing with Bobby's dance crew.

Lunch time was extended by 10 minutes for no reason.

We were studying substitution and elimination systems. Some of the word problem systems were difficult for me to figure out. I failed the quiz with a 65 but I passed the test with an 80. Apparently I was given another review packet for Monday's test...dear lord. Progress reports will be printed and handed out into the mail by next week, I'm kind of excited to know what my grade is.

I took a black boy named Lawrence home because he had no ride...and basically that was my day besides partying at my house and getting crazy asians raid my house. -_-; Aunt Susie's fault for inviting them, don't ask what the party was for or what it was about.

Well I got my report card at the end of the day yesterday. The horrible part was I didn't have enough credits to go on to the next grade. I did though but like..not literally because they were like "You need all academic classes in order to pass." and I failed one of them and that was mathematics with a 66 so I thought it was messed up if I failed and can't go on to the next grade because of that. That'd be QUE HORROR indeed! So I gave a 'OMG' moment and paniced through my list of aim school mates XD;; I shouldn't have done that because you know what? I PASSED TODAY!! =O But I'm still required to take it again...but I don't mind...at least I have Anthony to keep me occupied...gawd I'd die without him in that class. So I got a progress report of 77 !! So proud!

I got mail from the band camp saying I am requested from them to go there in the summer of July! =D I can't wait because we're playing FUCKING awesome music and I can't wait to play them!! Some of them are from  Kingdom Hearts and we're going to march in it! XD We're playing Resident Evil as well and some other video game songs...since well....it's technically a 'video game' theme performance. Last year was 'heros and villians' with the theme songs from like Batman and Spiderman and stuff. It sounds corny but hey I actually like my band..and it's so cool this year! It gets better ! 8D

I know I'm ranting...but this is a blog site..o_o So I'm just blogging what I have in mind lol.

Plus at the end of the day Bobby made a weird joke of 'Guys. I have something to tell you. I'm a lesbian." and then the whole crowd turns to look at him with a big 'WTF' ? I mean it's a gay school but...that was just out  of nowhere wtf? XD So I was like, "wait what?! you don't have a vajayjay...DO YOU!?" and then he was like ," NO NO NO..I CAN PROVE TO YOU I LOVE GIRLS =D AND THEIR PUSSYS!" and I was like o__O *major x6027549 sweatdrops*

The day started off awkard when during lunch they served us crappy food like hamburgers and greasy happy smile shaped french fries and some other things like well I liked the freshwatermelons and fresh fruits...but the hamburgers? That's a no no..so anyways, from where I sat, the table I was in consisted of 14 people. The food fight began when a black guy and a black guy called each other gay peons meaning 'FAGGOTS' in black language XD So basically they threw food and then the whole cafeteria began to fight with food or fist fighting and I was like, RUN DUCK AND TAKE COVER! Because you wouldn't get greasy hot food over you...but then again after a little while some watermelons were splattered at my face..I got pissed and started throwing shit like crazy XD Everyone on the table followed and began throwing and then soon the whole cafeteria were in a mess.

Algebra class. I got a 90 on my test but I got a 63 on the quiz which I think is pretty good! =D I know the 63 is not good but ...I have to be honest...my old original grades? ....Not so good before I took algebra here again. So anyways, the class was listening to the teacher's instructions until some ghetto hispanic boy ruined it and then he went "Miss you add this and this and this rightttttt???" and then half of the class snickered and then she slammed her ruler...but since it was on the over head and the classroom was ENTIRELY DARK...and once she turned that off...my god it was DARK and scary! She was even whispering evil slithering words like, "You say that once more. You'll see more than just addition.." O_O And then more things but it was scary if anyone was there to witness what happened!

So I found out my nephew was in the hospital after his surgery on his back...well...as the family talked it out. They said they want to set me up and date with  him...SAY WHAT?! I know! I'm like, wait...he's like...5205732575 younger than me and yet WHAT?! I mean sure I love him as family, but...dating...ME AND HIM? THE FUCK? This is insane! ;__; When he gets out...I'll go visit him...but it'll be awkard because...well...the family asks me to go date the kid...it'll be very akward indeed...>_> Anywho, let's focus on school. I made ever MORE friends with the juniors, the sophmores and some freshman. I learned some more break dancing with Bobby, and I read a great manga seires called Immortal Rain. It brought some emotion into my heart! TvT

I didn't like today, it was a Monday. I enjoyed only one thing and that was getting good scores on my algebra tests. So for that, I congradulate myself on that. (:

Lately, I haven't touched anything like my roleplay sites, the layout sites, or this personal xanga. I've been preoccupied with my life and when I mean by life, I mean like hanging out friends, school and band camps or having vacation with my family. I have been working on my novel. And that is what I'm focusing at the moment...I may have to move my roleplaying date and extend it. Maybe during the school year I'll have time left for spare..but ....at the moment, I have nothing to say but put those internet stuff on hold.

Okay so today is the last day of June right? Well, as usual I find my classes okay, though with being the last week of summer school, I've been working very hard lately. I'm trying to get my algebra grade really high so that I don't have to take the final exam. I've been pushing my computer classes but I seem to be typing slow lately, I wonder why? Maybe due to stress or something. But the only stress I've been having is the novel.

My friends Lauren and Maria has been helping me with the novel. Lauren is my editor and Maria is my revisor. Everyone on xanga is either too damn lazy or they refuse to help because the story is ridiculously a 'bad' idea. I probably agree with them, the story does revolve with the people in life, but that doesn't mean it is actually them that I'm calling them bad, of course not, it's just a novel and it's why I'm writing it for inspiration.

Carolina is in art class. Whenever I finish all of my computer work, I usually ask the teachers if I can visit Carolina in her art class, so when they let me have permission, I roam around and went to bother Carolina, of course not because of her studies, but to see and watch how she draws. She's really good at drawing cute stuff. She sucks at the hands I will admit. :P Lately she's been helping me on the novel too, she helps me with ideas but mostly hears me out when I tell the plots.

I really don't know when, but they say this is the second to last week of summer school. But I just know the last week will either be horrific or good...-_-;

People are crazy! They wanted to chase me down, hold me down and molest me! Did I mention they wanted to  cut my Yuna hair tail? I grew it out and it's about 2 feet now but hey! I don't want my tail to be cut off! OH HELL NO. That would be a big no no. Most of the time I usually hid myself around the orchestra dark corners. So when they chase me I would always hide there and they never found me. I would pop up in the times and they would always commenting me as "Ninja Tofu". Pfft, and not only that, some others wanted to chase me down because I was the only asian in school. That wasn't true ;___;

Let me get the bad news out of the way.

I lost my ipod and my fancy cell phone after I came home from 3rd period which was Algebra. I know when I lost it though. I believe I lost it in my 2nd period because I recall I pulled out my Ipod just for the headphones and plug it into the computer to hear the animation effects for my project...but I also recalled I held it up the device in my hand, and then suddenly I think I didn't place it back into my backpack and my phone, that I don't know what happened.

After a long silence at the dinner table, my mother gave me a long lecture. My heart was solemn and depressed but she told me not to worry for something so small and valuable. I've had that Ipod for 3 years about...and now I think someone really stoled it....my phone, well this is the 4th time I lost something of a cell phone.

The first one I lost probably when I walked out of school so fast and it slipped from my pocket, and second I lost by swimming and then I pulled something from my pocket and found my cell phone there and then someone bumped into me which on the impact made me drop it.  The third time broke when well, during the marching season in band, while performing at a big school...we were performing some things and then I did a roll out in my main slot and then I heard something crack..0.0 So basically I broke my phone there and now I think someone stoled it because when I left 3rd period, one side of the pockets were opened...and all I found was my camera and my headphones that's it.

Anyways, I made some new friends and on the bright side I'm finally passing my Algebra class and I'm passing my computer classes. I hated how the students were forced to present their presentations on the animation projects but I had to go last because everyone vollunteered and unfortunately my teacher refused to let me go. Probably because I was French xD But yeah anyways lol.

There was barely anyone in summer school for the last day. Either you go or  you don't is what the school does. Me and Lauren wanted Maria and Carolina to come but they didn't come...so it was kind of depressing because they promised they'll be there today. Unfortunately they lied or changed their minds so that was what made it boring in a way. I got to learn more about the other remaining students and made new friends with some punk/skaters and that was kind of cool. I even got a tour around the school from a junior named Usman. Lauren and I and my computer teacher entertained me about summer and the rest of the school grounds. It wasn't too boring and my algebra teacher hosted a party for us and it was pretty good too.

I found mother in the hospital around 1:54 PM today because she had some kind of heart failure. It was pretty scary because I asked aunt Susie to rush me to the hospital to visit her. Through the doors I just see people looking at me like wtf? Today's clothing apparel is like skinny jeans and Slipknot, so I guess it would count why people would stare. When entering her room on the forth floor of the hospital, the back of my fist was pressed hard against my lips, I tried not to breathe in the smell of the room. The room was intoxinating but she was there looking at me and welcoming me in. Until 7: 12PM came by, I left with my aunt and she'll be fine later. It just worries me though, aunt Susie said she found her fainting in the kitchen while feeding Spot; my dog.